love this song. =D

Home - Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home

The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you babe
I've not always been the best man and friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home

YESSS! tmr's labour day!
i get to sleep late and wake up late. (:

i think i'm the world's clumsiest creature ever.

i can cut myself while closing my pistol case.

and now i just found out that i have several unsightly blue blacks on my right knee when i don't even remember knocking into anything.

:/

AHHHHHH.

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! :D

bangla <3 maid! :D

went out to meet yueqi with shazie after school. ((: kinda ponned training in school. though i know i might get screwed by keith but aiyah meeting yueqi was a lot more important. HAHAHA. haven't seen her for ages and i missed her like CRAZY. yao yao please feel honoured! hurry set a study date! i can't wait to see you again. (:

<3!

huixin is a damn happy girl today although she screwed up her econs and chem tests but who cares? she'll just make up for it by mugging hard this weekend. (:

i'm damn shagged.

econs and chem tests tmr and i barely started studying.

good job huixin.

at this rate i'm going i'll just flunk A's man.

i need some motivation!

because i don't see a point in studying anymore. x(

it's nerds day today! :D HAHAHA. thank God glen remembered to bring our nerds. it's rather funny how we were all so happy like small little kids receiving candies from santa claus for the very first time or something. (: well at least we had nerds to keep us awake throughout this LONGGGG day. tiny tangy crunchy candy! (:

anyway i think i know the reason behind my sudden humongous appetite. my period. though i don't see how the two link but yes that must be it.


in case you failed to notice
in case you failed to see
this is my heart bleeding before you.

okay this is what happens when boon and huixin are bored.

it does look like elmo right?

we decided to give it some hair and it turned out to look like ronald macdonalds. :/

alrights. i swear there's something wrong with my stomach today. was feeling hungry all the time i thought i could swallow elephants. HAHAHA. and so i ate and ate and ate but never felt full. BAHHH. x( raisin bread and two pieces of hersheys for breakfast, chocolate bread, apple pie during break, noodle king and apple for lunch and went ya kun to eat kaya butter toast after school. omgz. that's A LOT. ughhhh. and when i've decided to go for a run to burn off all the extra fats and calories, it just has to rain. ):

oh well. life is never fair.

shopping with joy yesterday was rather productive.
got a top and necklace despite having a severe lack of cash.
HAHAHA.
and she finally got her little miss naughty shirt.
NICEEEEE.
(:

maths, chem and econs tests this week.
life sucks, take drugs.
):

okay bye.

meeting darling joy for shopping!

at least i'm not procrastinating now.

(:

i was feeling really emo today due to some i-shall-not-say-what reasons. emo elmo. bahhhh. x( sorry people wasn't in the mood to crack jokes and entertain. and i just realised that when i shut my mouth up, the whole shooting range seemed quieter and more peaceful. i kinda enjoyed the quietness actually. (: wondered how much noise pollution i've caused for like the past 98989654513 trainings. :( hahaha. accompanied sean to buy birthday present for his mom after shooting then chionged home after that.

i'm dead tired. i need my beauty sleep.


of all the things i've believed in
i just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but i do not cry
because you're not worth my tears.

apple strudel-ed with pam today. :D boon the pang seh kia. fine lor. qk more important than us. HMPH! hahaha. anyway love talking to pam. (: she's like one of the nicest and kind-hearted person i've ever met which is why bangla <3 maid! pam if you're reading this, please be touched. (: and we better come up with more songs to sing! enough of rough draft and breaking free ah...hahaha! singing with you was so funnn! we can just scream, shout, sing out of tune in front of each other and not have to worry about our image man. heh. LOVE YA HEAPS! :D oh ya. and i met eliza! wheee! (: eh sorry had to rush home so couldn't stay longer to talk. we better meet up soon ya? (:

and people, i passed my 2.4! YAYYY! got a C but aiyah who cares as long as i got my gold? (:

i'm a happy girl today. (:

failed my 2.4 and so i've to re-run on thursday. ): having post-menstrual cramps now. shyte. it means my period is coming but it's like 3 weeks late already? ARGHHH. anyway, island creamery-ed with boon, pam and panty after PE so my day ended on a good note. :D

had black pepper crabs for dinner!
:DDDDD

alright lit mock was fine BUT because we had to do it at such an ungodly hour (seriously who can write good essays at 3pm??!! smack right in the afternoon and it's two hours somemore), i ended up writing whatever nonsense that came to my mind. i have completely no idea what i was writing about. was too tired to use my brain. my job was just to ensure that at least each essay are filled with 2 pages of words and tada! mission accomplished. HAHAHA. but the thought of my monday afternoon being taken away by this stupid mock test still makes my blood boil. it's my only free day! :(

i suddenly have the urge to eat apple strudel. boon! let's go eat soon! ((:

alright i'm a little disappointed that i'll not be able to shoot in the finals next sunday. only the top 8 get to shoot but i'm like 9th? damn wasted man but aiyah i'm happy enough that i managed to shoot my personal best! 342! YAYYY! :D it's a good start. train harder huixin! 350 here i come! woohoo! (: okay i'm a little high right now. HAHAHA. anyway, rifle girls managed to get team 2nd, rifle guys team 3rd and yuanyu, melissa, tiff, don and eelin are going to the finals! congrats ppl! JIA YOU! :D

okay so my whole weekend was POOF! gone. ahhh crap. didn't manage to do any work at all except going through great ex briefly and it's lit mock test tmr so what the hell am i doing blogging now instead of reading through great ex in greater details and analyzing the text? then again i couldn't care less. heh. great ex just makes me wanna sleep. :/

don't know why but i find this rather funny. HAHAHA. (:

htns invitational shoot tmr.

we'll rock and rule so people,

GAMBATE!
we can do it! :D

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

love this song although it doesn't really make much sense. HAHAHA. why thunder? :/

wtf.
i got a C for my pw.
this goes to show one point: hard work doesn't pay off if you got kns invigilators.
so j1s out there, don't bother spending so much time on pw and just pray you have good invigilators.
i'm just unfortunate.
BLEAHHH.
x(

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you
but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move
can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta sat it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you

There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to have feelings
and look the other way

And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realised,
it was always there to stand spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

watched a walk to remember.
2 s's - sweet but sad.
anyone wants to buy me the vcd/dvd?
pretty please? (:


you're my only hope.

Ai Tominaga's effing hot please!

favourite model at this moment.

<333!

i forgot to mention something yesterday. i tried to deposit money and the stoopid atm machine swallowed my money! ): okay the machine was down due to some technical prob so my money was trapped inside. but seriously of all people why me?! i think i'm cursed or something. bad things always happen to me. annoying shit. UGHHH. made a report and the woman said i had to wait til next tuesday before i can have my money back. LIFE IS SAD. ):

went out with jing and melhuang after service for lunch. (: and yes TOWN. haha. anyway what indecisive people we are. wanted to eat at crystal jade but the queue was so freaking long and mel wanted to eat sushi then blah blah blah...we ended up in bk. hahaha. but it wasn't so bad cos' i haven't eaten bk for eons man. turkey bacon burger! good stuff. :D lots of catching up and i just found out that melhuang likes wentworth miller! see that's what i mean by good friends having the same, good taste. (: shopping after that. okay more like window shop for me cos' i didn't bring enough cash and damn the atm machine. AHHHHH! i want to buy my forever 21 tops! :(( but i've to wait til next week. therefore, LIFE IS VERY SAD indeed. ):

nonetheless, i love you babes! :D

p/s: LINKIN PARK IS BACK! minutes to midnight will be hitting shelves on 15 may. man i can't wait. :DDD

i finally stepped into town today! (: wahh...it's been a LONGGGG time man. haha. anyway watched nada sou sou today and cried buckets of tears. it's so freaking sadddd. ): it really lived up to it's name; tears for you (english translation) and guess what? satoshi tsumabuki is damn freaking cute! :D added to huixin's cute/hot guys list. (:

okay i don't really have a proper photo of him yet but he's damn cute right? (:
<333!

alrights prison breaking soon. (:

sienna miller!

<333!

today's a pretty fine day except that we got our ptm form so i'll probably have to tell my mom my horrible results very very soon. though my days are numbered, i'm going to enjoy life for now. (: anyway we had some homosexuality dialogue in the morning and the islamic guy was damn funny. "God created sex for pro creation, not for recreation." HAHAHA. that is like the quote of the day man and probably the only thing i could remember about the session. couldn't be bothered to listen much to what they have to say. religion and law aside, i just know that we should not discriminate homosexuals because they are humans as well and they have their own rights. i'm basically fine with them. that's all i have to say. yupp. for pe we just went to play in the gym. thank God pft's next week so for today it's free and easy session. (: gym was damn fun but petrina had to teach me how to use almost all the equipments. heh. i'm truly a gym noob man. btw i think i've burnt quite a number of calories. yayyy. good job huixin! eh boon let's try to frequent the gym k? (: so funnnn! plus air con and fans blasting at full speed, wah shiok! :D don't have to worry about flooding the gym with all your sweat. HAHAHA.

alrights time to shower, eat and study.
ciao!

i have found a faster way to get home from yishun. mrt to town then take 175. travelling time is greatly reduced to 50 min. (: speaking of which, i haven't stepped into town for almost 3 weeks. ): friday friday good friday! i can't wait. towning with my lovelies. (:


i've given up on you.